The Quality of Time
Cosmic Light Drops
Sagittarius Full Moon - 3rd/ 4th June 2023
The other day I stumbled upon a newsletter in my inbox, one that I have been subscribed to for many years but which usually ends up spam or otherwise filtered. The newsletter in question is a monthly update from the site I use to generate astrological charts (Astro.com). While the newsletter itself had some helpful information about coming transits and such, this is not why it was meant to cross my path. The writer describes the events and cycles we are entering, using the phrase ‘The Quality of Time’. I have seen this phrasing before, however in this moment it struck a chord that continues to resonate days later.. The term so perfectly fits what I have been feeling since we emerged from the Eclipse Wormhole in the Days after the Scorpio Full Moon Eclipse at the beginning of May. This distinct sensation that The Quality of Time has changed…
That is to say it feels that our relationship to Time has shifted, turned elastic, become more flexible and malleable. As we move into the cycle that begins with the Full Moon; in Sagittarius on the 3rd of June at 8:42 PM in the Pacific Time Zone; I sense that we are moving towards an even greater shift; to a place where we realize that we can actually escape time. Before I bring in the astrological factors that are creating the blueprint for this New, I feel called to put words to the concept of the 5D Earth; what does it mean for Earth to be anchored in the 5th dimension?
The 5D Earth is not a dematerialized Earth, it is not a place where our material world collapses, instead I invite you to explore the concept through Magnetic Fields; these fields of energy that vibrate creating the gravitation flow, the tides of the oceans, the current of the weather systems, the push pull of the tectonic plates. A recent study has discovered that the Core of the Earth does not spin at a constant rate; instead like the planets whose orbits from our perception sometimes appear to move backwards or stop all together, the core of the Earth spins, slows, stops, turns around, slowly starts moving again all in a cyclical manner that is seemingly (but not really) imperceptible to those of us walking around on her surface. It is the spinning of this core and the vibrations that emanate that create the magnetic field of the Earth; and just like the field that our brains and hearts emit, this field resonates far beyond the planet. If we view the dimensions as a series of nesting dolls made of vibrating electromagnetic energy (the veils), we can begin to feel how as the Earth’s core fluctuates, the vibration moves through and thin the fabric of Time, the pulsating energy that we call the 4th dimension. Bringing all the life that lives within/on along for the ride.
This also creates some debris, a dust up of sorts, most of the life (plants, animals, elementals) are still in tune with Gaia which means they are able to shift their fields easily to equalize and come into balance. Those of us who reside in human bodies however have spent far too long in an out of balance state, seeking domination over nature rather than harmony with, so as the field changes can feel uncomfortable. In some ways this could be likened to the frog in a pot of water that doesn’t realize it’s slowly being cooked, as opposed to the shock of jumping into a pot of boiling water. Of course Gaia isn’t trying to cook us but our nervous systems sure might feel scalded.
With this imagery available, this way to access what it might mean for the Earth to be vibrating to the frequency of the 5th dimension; and we re-member that the 4th dimension is Time, we can explore what might it mean for us and the way we experience time then if we are able to see through this veil?
I shared an Energy update last week, Timeline Shifting to Unity Consciousness, where I explored the idea that our ascension journey is actually an invitation to begin unifying the fractured timelines created through making decisions unconsciously. As we begin now to move into the cosmic rotations that make up the current blueprint, let this be a foundation for you.
Calling in the energy of the Fixed Grand Cross with a Cardinal Kicker that continues to run, albeit with a slight cast change. We will begin with Jupiter having made the shift into Taurus now at the 4th degree in a tight conjunction with the North Node and the asteroid named for Medusa both at 3 degrees. This conjunction between Jupiter and the North Node has been running for a couple weeks, it reached its tightest point just after the Taurus New Moon, Medusa has just joined the party, bringing with her the energy of Story and Power Reclaiming that is such a strong aspect of this archetypal energy. Before we move on to the other players I am called to invite you to feel this wisdom keeper, the powerful medicine of Medusa, so much life force that it literally stopped all who came across her dead in their tracks; in conjunction with the North Node in Taurus, bringing all this creative energy to our collective destiny line, all while Jupiter expands our access to them both. Across the wheel from this powerhouse of energy is of course the South Node still in Scorpio, helping us unearth the secrets from our depths, while closely conjunct in the sign of Libra sits the regenerative-rebirthing energy of Haumea. Let’s take a moment to call her in shall we, the Hawaiin Goddess of fertility, she who is in such complete balance with Gaia that she can call forth the resources of the seas and the soils to feed the hungry without depletion; she who can birth new life from every part of her body, just like the Earth herself. Through this mixed sign South Node-Haumea conjunction in opposition to the Jupiter-Medusa-North Node Conjunction can you feel how it is our full creative potential that is being revealed to us? Haumea is also bringing that new Cardinal energy into the picture; however, the asteroid named for her is currently moving retrograde reminding us that there is still more work to do beneath the soil before this particular energy is ready to break ground. This calls in the next Cardinal energy, Venus currently and at the time of the Full Moon in the sign of Cancer, bringing Love and Luxury to our sense of belonging. Venus is actually a major player in the energy template for the next couple months; Two days after the Full Moon she will be moving into the fiery courageous big-hearted energy of Leo, where she will remain for an extra-long four months… Venus invites us to allow our Love to be the fertilizer that helps feed this sprouting seed, as she begins her cycle into the creative energies of Leo, dancing with the Lion nearly all the way to the last degree before turning around and retracing all their steps again in July. Throughout this next week she is also dancing with Pluto, across the wheel and already in retrograde motion, currently at the 0 point of Aqaurius. Together they bring our Higher Mind and Capacity of Love together to hold us as the old ways of being, of belonging , of creating fall away with greater and greater speed.
I call this a Fixed Grand Cross with a Cardinal Kicker, because we have Haumea and Venus both in Cardinal signs. It feels important to highlight this because the sense of urgency that Cardinal energy brings to the party may have us feeling like it’s time to sprout before we’ve even broken the surface.. The other day I had a dream about a restaurant called The Black Rose Cafe, the food at this cafe was delicious making it incredibly popular, however when they got really busy they would sometimes serve food that was not quite cooked all the way through, a sausage dumpling still a bit raw in the center.. When I awoke and asked about the lesson of this dream I was reminded that the Black Rose is a symbol of the Black Madonna, of transformation and the cycle of Death and Rebirth. It was a reminder that we are at that moment just before the flower petals begin to open, if we rush the process by pulling the delicate petals apart we risk bruising and possibly even destroying the flower all together. However if we stay centered and allow the bloom to open naturally the totality of transformation can be beyond our wildest imaginings.
Speaking of transformations beyond our wildest imaginings, let's spin the wheel a touch and explore the new territory that Uranus is about to start treading, in a tight conjunction with Mercury, the Divine Messenger and Vesta, the Eternal Flame; during this first week of June, Mercury moves out of its retrograde shadow, really picking up forward momentum now as Uranus evolves into the 20-21 degrees of Taurus, a place the planet of awakening has not encountered since 1939-40, which was definitely an interesting time for our human drama here on the Earth.. It feels to be mentioned so I will, though my human heart wants to leave this in the past, the last time that Uranus rotated through this area of Taurus WWII began as Hilter and the Nazi’s invaded Poland and the US tested and deployed the atomic bomb. This later piece, atomic energy is actually an aspect of the Uranian template, new technologies in general being this planet's territory. In many ways it feels like we are being given a do over of sorts; we have all this energy of clearing out old debris, of shaking up the status quo, of deepening shadow work (see that Fixed Grand Cross for example). Even as some aspects of this energy feel on the verge of exploding again, there also feels like a general agreement amongst the wider population that that road leads nowhere fast; it’s time to look for alternate routes.
As this energy flows through my fingers it is the Full Moon itself and a beautiful Grand Fire Trine Luna is making that wants to be expressed now. A reminder that our story need not repeat itself, especially when we allow the evolution of our true nature, which is Love, to radiate through. As we call in Luna, we also find that amazingly powerful galactic “anomoly” The Great Attractor, coming in to help clear away all the debris that is being kicked up as we shake off our old ideas of how to be in the world. These two are sitting in a very tight conjunction in Sagittarius and with the Sun in Gemini shining light upon the full surface of the Moon, our unconscious patterns are made more visible, like a ray of sunlight into a dark room all the dust is made visible; making it so much easier to allow our friendly neighborhood space vacuum to come in a hoover through its wormhole that it may be transmuted and us as well into our next highest expression of self.
So here we have the Moon and The Great Attractor in Sagittarius, helping us explore our unconscious, while over in Leo there is a powerful trifecta, a conjunction between Mars, Pallas Athena and Black Moon Lilith. Each of these archetypes has some baggage, like Medusa, the ways their stories have been told do not always cast them in the most favorable of lights. A Baby Killer and Demon Mate (BML), A War Monger, Quick to Anger Quick to Fight (Mars & Pallas), A Jealous and Vengeful Teacher (Athena’s relationship to Medusa); Of course these are not their whole stories, they are not really even very accurate depictions of parts of their stories.. They are the aspects that were curated by humans in a desire to exert control over other humans. To say, see we are sinful, demonesque creatures, we cannot be trusted, you cannot even trust your-self because simply being born in this body is a sin. So ss we move to reveal the gift of this Trine between the Mars-Pallas-BML trifecta and the Moon-Great Attractor Duo, let’s first call in the third leg creating this Grand Fire Trine, Chiron, the wounded healer, in Aries – bringing in all the wounds of dis-empowerment and fear of self, of being and connecting to our true I AM presence. Here we have our deepest wounds being burned away in the gifting fires of a Grand Trine; as the fire burns away our fear of Self, the burning embers rise to the sky and the Great Attractor is there to pull them back into the void, to be reconnected with the rich loam of Ain Soph and reborn in a new form. We let these fears and these old stories that we’ve told about one another burn until each log is nothing but white ash. The Full Moon shining bright upon the proceedings helping the unconscious patterns that have been writing the script behind the scenes come up to the surface, to feel the sun radiating love-light the true sense of self; as day breaks after a final clearing of all the ash we find revealed a sparkling diamond prism of light holding all the wonder of embodied life within its multifaceted brilliance, all the gifts of our drive and passions (Mars & Pallas), of our unwillingness to be dominated (BML), as we claim the fullness of our power, our wholeness once again re-membering, true power comes from within.
Throughout these proceedings we have Sirius and Hekate over in Cancer (Square to Chiron), helping the Sun and Moon shine Divine Love-Light, the Blue and Diamond White Light of Christ Consciousness that is such a powerful aspect of the Sirius Stellar Dimension in particular. I invite us now to explore for a moment within our heart spaces, what does Christ Consciousness mean to you? Are there any wounds around the idea of Christ, that you can allow this Full Moon and the Sirius-Hekate Square with Chiron to reveal to you? The old stories that have been told about the Christ Light, about Jesus, Yeshua, Jehovah, Isa.. all these names and all these stories… As you allow this meditation to move through you, journaling would be a brilliant way to explore this territory if that calls, as each new story and belief arises allow your heart to crack open a bit more allowing the radiant pink rose quartz light within to touch this story and move into the deepest cuts, from within these spaces you can begin to allow truths to reveal themself.
This brings me to another old story, and also full circle back to the Quality of Time. You see, just a short distance from Sirius in Cancer is Kali, the fierce mother; she will cross through Sirius just before the Solstice. Kali-Ma is in a fairly tight Water Trine with the Lord of Time and Karma, Saturn still Conjunct Magdalena in Pisces. Again we have archetypes that have been given a bad rap, that we have been told were to be feared, when in fact it was the fear of what they reveal about us, our true power, that led to their diminishment. With the Grand Fire Trine we were playing with our sense of self, our spirit. Here we are playing with our emotional realms, and with the South Node still in Scorpio, making this a loose but still active Grand Water Trine, we are being gifted the emotional capacity to plunge into these murky waters to cast a bright light through them, and like that gap in the curtain in the dingy room, let the light reveal the silt that has been kicked up. To find those places where we have been told as beings that we are Too Much, i.e., too emotional; so that we may own our true feelings and to let anything that we are now ready to re-lease be sucked up once again into the vacuum of space.
As we weave this tapestry to its close, we remember where we began, with New (5D) Earth and with that Fixed Grand Cross with a Cardinal Kicker. The South Node aspect of this Grand Water Trine connects us back to the powerful destiny walk that is being expanded right now; and we find that Saturn and Magdalena are also in a fairly tight T-Square with the Sun, Moon and Great Attractor. The Quality of Time is shifting and allowing a healing between our Human Beingness, the Gaia Kingdom and the Veil of Time to move through. Squares are thought to be tense, yet they invite us to see things in a new way. To see the veil of Time, as the shell of a cocoon which helped us as the Earth and our journey of Embodied Light was still in its chrysalis stage. We are coming now to the emergence; not for the first time and not for the last; a moment when we are ready to begin pushing through the cocoon to reveal our-selves to our-Selves. To allow more of our full lightness of being and our embodied forms to unite.
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Hils
San Francisco, CA
1 June 2023
