DREAM A LITTLE DREAM OF DIVINE LOVE
COSMIC LIGHT DROPS
26 JUNE 2022
DREAM A LITTLE DREAM OF DIVINE LOVE
There is so much going on in the world right now.. Yes, even as I type, I realize that this could probably win an award for most understated sentence. Perhaps it's because we’ve just entered Cancer season, or maybe because I love the Ocean. Probably both, but in the Venus Conjunct Alcyone, Messages of Divine Love, Igniting The Blue Flame Energy Update and in the Solstice Eve Supernova Activation held in the Blue Flame Member’s Portal. I found myself equating the various timelines we are navigating right now to a set of waves in the Ocean. Some break low on the shore, some high, with many in between. We each get to decide which one we want to surf. I can definitely feel how it might seem much easier, safer, to surf the lower waves. I keep seeing an image of the massive 70 foot plus waves at Nazaré in Portugal. These waves are the size of skyscrapers. If they crash on your head it has the potential to be catastrophic. This is true and yet, somehow we forget, the smallest wave can hold a riptide that will sweep you out to sea, beyond the reach of shore. Before this metaphor gets too far from shore itself, I’ll share that while it may seem impossible to surf the highest wave, and the smaller waves appear so much safer. This is not always the case. To bring this back into the realms of timelines and frequency we can view these waves as various timelines holding the frequency of that which is being built (high waves) and that which is falling away (short waves). Each of these timelines are leading to the same shoreline. Some will take routes that break higher up the shore and others that break lower down the shore carrying a lot of debris. One way that this has been coming through for me is that as each new person brings their attention to a higher frequency wave, they in turn bring those around them a little farther up the shoreline. This is not to say it's all easy, surfing a skyscraper is dangerous work but with focus and passion it can be done.
Funny as this preamble came through it felt more like a closing than an opening paragraph, LOL.. I suppose that makes sense, just as the Cancer New Moon peaks Neptune is stationing retrograde, so moving from the end to the beginning is pretty perfect.. This is our cue to begin the dive into this watery New Moon. There is A LOT of Divine Feminine energy in every New Moon but this one is off the charts. The Sun and Moon are conjunct to three Lilith points. Technically there are four Liliths, and all of them are aspecting this New Moon, more on this in a moment, but first. It’s the Neptune retrograde that wants to come through. Neptune, in Pisces, holds the frequency of the dream state, of spiritual realms, and our subconscious beliefs. You know the places where we often don’t want to look. As the New Moon Peaks this energy is beginning to move backward, and aspecting the Pluto-Eris Square, chaotic creation as we dismantle old structures, that’s been active the last couple years. The feeling is of reviewing our dreams and the places where maybe we did a bit of spiritual bypassing.. Things were moving so quickly at the beginning of the year, now we are being given a moment to go deep within and see where maybe we left a dream on the table or perhaps forgot to dismantle an old way of being to bring a dream into reality.
I can feel serious Goddess energy coming through the channel now. I feel like we could call this Cancer New Moon the Goddess Rising Moon.. As we open the door the first Goddess to come through is none other than Medusa, of course, and she’s bringing the Magdalena with her. They have been dancing side by side for a while now and are both moving retrograde. Medusa has actually been square dancing with Neptune for a bit now. As this New Moon comes in Neptune joins Medusa and the Magdalena in their backwards dance. In our last update Medusa was dancing backwards over the Galactic Center with the Full Moon shining the spotlight. As Magdalena sat stage left. They are now templating for us a place where maybe we can leave the spotlight and hold space for those aspects of ourselves or others that we have not yet been able to forgive. The stories that are ready to be released and the traumas that we don’t need to re-process. Perhaps even the relationships that we have taken some space from and are now ready to review and decide whether re-engagement or continued space serves. Medusa and Magdalena have some other serious company too.. They are sitting pretty tightly trine to the aforementioned Eris who is dancing her chaos dance with none other than lord of war Mars in fiesty fiery Aries. This could symbolize all the protests against dis-empowerment that are sure to be a big part of July’s story. However when I feel into this energy it is instead the potential for newness that rebirth energy Aries is famous for. Eris is often called the Goddess of Discord, this feels like calling Medusa a monster though. Can we reclaim chaos? Not as destruction for the sake of destruction but to make space for the new to come in. With Mars, can we make space for war not in the old violent way that humanity has so often fallen back on, but instead a rising up empowering force, a cleansing fire that allows for new growth. What if instead of throwing our hands up and saying well that's it, it's human nature to war and fight. We could remember that we are evolutionary beings and that it is also human nature to seek and ascend. To find new ways of seeing and being in the world.
Mmmm, I can feel this is really bringing in the yummy healing energies that are also present during this New Moon cycle. Coming in first is Chiron's life partner, Chariklo, bringing her healing balm to us. This beautiful healing archetype is engaged in an amazing dance with Venus and Jupiter. Chariklo’s name means “Graceful Spinner” and she is spinning grace all over this New Moon. As we begin to bring in this energy let’s feel for a moment the dance of the divine. Take a deep breath and in-vision a graceful dance, a dance of allurement, passion and longing. I’m seeing this as a sort of modern dance, where Chariklo meets with Venus. They become entwined, gifting us with a loving, healing gaze. Gently caressing one another while saying I see you, I honor your beauty and light. Jupiter comes to the stage dancing with them, he lifts them up above his head, expanding their reach. Venus’ longing calling in, magnetizing, the deep healing of Chariklo for us. There is also a new energy that's come through during this New Moon. The “Garnet Star '' also called Erakis. Jupiter is currently passing through this stellar dimension, interestingly considered to be of the nature of Jupiter (and Saturn). When I began to feel into this energy, it was the stone Garnet that came through and the energies of Aries where it sits. Garnet represents our life force, our passion. This could also be said about Aries also. That Jupiter is bringing his expansion energy to this star while also dancing with the healing and passionate energies of Venus and Chariklo feels super powerful!
The question comes to me, how can we use our life force, our drive and passion to hold space for our deep healing and that of all beings on Gaia, for Gaia herself?
“Luckily” both Jupiter and The Garnet Star are templates of good fortune, of expanding our abilities, adding an almost effervescent joy to the proceedings. It's like our fairy godfather and our fairy godmother got together and said what the world needs now is a bit of magic dust, and that healing balm LOVE sprinkled around.
Is this a modern dance, or an Opera, something else? Whatever you’re feeling, the stage performance is just getting started ‘cause the Triple (quadruple?) Goddess Lilith is entering stage left and she’s bringing all of HER. As we move into this Lilith-New Moon squaring - Jupiter-Garnet Star energy, let’s explore these Three (four) Liliths. When looking at Lilith astrologically, she usually shows up in her “Black Moon” form, which can be calculated in two ways, the “true” or oscillating and the “mean” or average. These are sometimes close to and oftentimes not close at all to one another. During this New Moon they are right atop one another. I personally prefer the “true” when viewing a chart, but both represent her “primordial feminine” beingness, this can sometimes feel a bit like Eris to me. With a raging against the machine sort of energy. One way it's coming in at the moment is that this “hypothetical-void point” Lilith is split in two saying why can’t you See Me? Hear Me? And like my cat Poppy sometimes also saying, “I love you, don’t touch me.” There are two other Lilith’s and both are coming to the party as well. One is her Asteroid and the other is called Dark Moon Lilith. In her asteroid form Lilith is dancing tantalizingly close to Sirius, both are calling the Sun ever closer with the True and Mean Lilith’s leading the way. The asteroid Lilith is her only “physical form” and feels like the part of our feminine nature which has been deemed acceptable (feel into this collectively speaking, rather than gender based), that part of each of us we show the world while keeping our more wild, untamed, aspects to ourselves (hypothetical). As these Liliths all dance together in the watery emotional depths of Cancer, back over in Aries her Dark Moon form is sitting at Jupiter’s shoulder. What/ Who is Dark Moon Lilith? This aspect of Lilith is even more elusive than her “hypothetical” self. Quite literally a dark moon, astrologically, metaphorically? Speaking Gaia's second moon, which cannot, or can no longer be seen. One way to view this aspect is as the quantum, trans-dimensional version. For me this represents the places that only exist when we are ready to see them.
So feeling all these aspects of the feminine, all of these aspects of ourselves. Can you let go and allow the physical, accepted, aspects of yourself to lure, and call in those aspects that have been kept hidden from view? To be held in your arms, in your loving gaze. As you say I see you and yes I feel you!!
I have this sense of wanting to draw a map.. Each of the energies that have come through so far are touching one another in some way. We have the Sun-Moon together with the Black Moon Liliths, dancing towards Asteroid Lilith and the Stellar Dimension of Sirius (feels like we are just about to take our chariot here). They are all in a very tight Square to the conjunction of Dark Moon Lilith-Jupiter-Garnet Star. As Eris and Mars dance off to the side. All while Venus and Chariklo Trine one another in sextiles with this Jupiter party.. Did I mention that kali was also invited? She is sitting sextile the New Moon and inconjunct the Venus-Chariklo-Jupiter party..
Phew, that's a whole lot of Goddess energy! There is a whole lot more too but we’d be here all day and there’s partying and surfing to do so without any further ado the Great Central Sun energy of Sirius is coming in. As this New Moon comes in the Sirius-Sol conjunction is also beginning. Technically exact on about 7 July, the energy of this conjunction can be felt during all of the last week of June and first week of July, maybe even a bit into the second. This is a strong energy, maybe it’s because my birthday falls in this particular energy (on the New Moon actually!) but this Star-Sol conjunction often feels a bit stronger than other stellar conjunctions. Sirius is connected to the Blue Flame, to Isis, to Mary and the Christ. This dimension is often said to be the origin of the human being or where the architects of earthly mattered life dwell. To me this energy feels like divine love. When the name for this update came in, Dream a little Dream of Divine Love. It was the energy of Neptune and Sirius that were speaking. A few months ago on Instagram I shared some really outer dimensional channelings about the link between Neptune and Sirius, you can find it here. I’m not feeling called to bring all this back here and now but it does feel like the Jupiter-Neptune conjunction energies from earlier this year is the place Neptune is asking us to revisit. That going retrograde as the Sol-Sirius conjunction begins is a reminder that we are all a dream of divine love and that we are here to share this dream, especially as the volume from that which is falling away is getting turned up.
A reminder that we are here to help anchor the light, to be a beacon, a lighthouse. To share our divine spark of lovelight and witness all that is falling away with deep compassion. To grieve and celebrate at the same time. To remember that like this New Moon chart, we are all connected and like those waves crashing on the beach we are all headed to the same shore.
As I close this update I share with you this transmission of Rose Quartz energy. This is one of the Blue Flame member’s Portal Oracle Readings for the Cancer New Moon Lunar cycle: https://youtu.be/agr_OaCmXOE
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Hils